"Who was the girl with the big boobs in the corset?"

"I don't know, I'm pretty sure that's Quinne's BFF."

This is hilarious to me because:

1. I don't really have "big" boobs
2. It was the first night EVER that people have asked if they're real
3. Bella Suicide insisted on touching 'em to make SURE they were real "You Bitch!"
4. There were tons of boobs in the building

This means that either:

1. They stick out bigger than I had realized b/c I normally just wear hoodies at work -or-
2. I am getting fatter, not skinnier

Whenever I go across the street to the liquor store I look at the little rolls of scratchers under the counter. Sometimes Isaac gets the bingo or crossword ones and we choose one and see who wins the couple bucks or free ticket and has to walk back across the street, to get 2 more tickets. I was thinking about the bingo ones that have an instant $20,000 winner. Apparently the odds are better than super lotto or whatever, but we've been playing these things in succession for almost 3 years now and I think the most Isaac ever won was like $50.

Anyway I have it all planned out... here's the way I would spend my $20,000:

• Pay off credit cards
• Pay off consolidation loan
• Pay Isaac back
• Pay Amanda back
• Pay off all outstanding FasTrak violations from when my doohickey didn't have any monies on it
• Get a life coach
• Get an Rx for whatever the fuck is wrong with me

This leaves over roughly $200 of the original $20k. Of course I didn't estimate any taxes in there but whatever. I would probably spend the last $200 on something I said I wouldn't because I wanted to save it or something. I would probably buy my mom something and my dad something. Yeah, that's what I would do. I would get them something pretty awesome; it would be small and I'd only have $100 each but I am a pretty good gifter so I could figure it out. 

re-doing this painting on a larger, 2'x3' particle board. I am letting it dry over night / all today so that when I go to do the lettering the paint pen tip doesn't get gunked up. It's not that green, that is the cell camera. It's a pale yellow background. I'll take a proper picture when it's finished. A bigger picture is under the cut...

Homie @ Adidas sending me 2prz of shoez b/c the last ones I had gotten with my Adidas Dolla' didn't fit. Thank god they fit Quinne b/c they look SUPER cute on her (black/gold).

Yesterday we chilled at my friend Alexz's pool in the W-C, welcome to California, Alexzzz! We drank margaritas by the pool and got annihilated by trying to play with / teach her adorable 9m/o pitt Bowie how to swim. I have a cig burn on my leg and Quinne and Alex have assorted "marks" of various natures. Man that is the cutest puppy in the world! Except when he tried to hump me. Good thing 1) I'm on BC and 2) he's already fixed. Could have been a disaster. 

I feel like planets are becoming misaligned, though. Communication is getting weird. Everyone around me, myself included, is having strange issues. I personally am in a really weird, blocked and sort of frustrated/confused state of mind right now, and I don't even know why. It wasn't here on Friday... but today it's going full-force. 

At least now I can throw away some old ass beat up shoes and make room.