Everyone processes things differently. I feel everything very strongly - the good, the bad, the ups, the downs. Life is very real and very vivid. I can't even begin to explain. Sadly my threshold is often too high - the cuts are deeper than I know what to do with.

I've learned a lot in the last year. The things I need to temper, the things I need to tame. Got to let go of the shit that's sinking my boat and the shit I can't change. It's on me. Put my heart away for awhile. It doesn't need to throw any more embers onto my fire right now... Shit I've created in my own head.

<<< 8x11 Copy Paper, Sharpie, Hi-Lighter, Porous & Rollerball ink, White Out, May 27, 2009

That being said... let's party.

"Write it on your heart that every day is the best day in the year. No man has learned anything rightly until he knows that every day is Doomsday." --Ralph Waldo Emerson "Works and Days," Society and Solitude (1870)